Something is not right..
Why do I even feel this way? I’m not myself lately. Last night I was so sick. I was burning up and all I did was sleep. Yesterday was my 2 year anniversary which me and my boyfriend was suppose to spend time with eachother. But we didn’t because he decided to drink and bullshit. He didn’t even ask me if I can come over to be with him, all he said was “stay home, i’m drinking today” Really though? That made me sad as hell. I’m never gna forget when he turned me down that day on our anniversary. & today he gna text me saying “Come over, me and my dad need ur help at work” NO, FUCK YOU! All because you have ur fun last night doesn’t mean you can text me today saying you want me to come over. I’m not fucking happy of what you said to me or the fact you didn’t text me all day yesterday. I was sick and burning up and I haven’t ate for almost 2 fucking days! I don’t feel like seeing your face. You don’t know how much I was hurt. All I can say is i’m glad you have fun on our 2 years anniversary when I was not there.
My 2 year Anniversary is tomorrow ❤
I remember when we first seen eachother. It was really nerve wrecking because I was so shy when he came out the subway train. & he was right there standing hugging his friends and then he came up to me and hug me a whole ten minutes lol. I was all short and he was so tall and handsome. He was wearing a red fitted hat (which looks so good on him lol) he was wearing his grey shirt with cambodian graphics on it and a khaki short pants with Jordan’s on. He caught my attention for sure lol. Then we walked a few blocks around South Philly and we got to know eachother more. He told about his life and what he been through. Tbh he was very smart and ambitious, I liked that about him. He was so different from other guys I met and I was right he is different. Someone who I called REAL. But listen he didn’t ask me out that day when we first met, he wanted to get to know me more so he took me to North Philly and show me around in his neighborhood the next day. We talked and talked & of course hold hands and also laugh. He was really funny, he knows how to make me laugh and smiled. As it hits the afternoon, he got down on his one knee like he was proposing to me like he wanted to ask me to marry him but as you know he ask me to be his girlfriend, that day was so fucking cute. I covered my face and I was blushing hard as hell. That was the best move that he did to me. I answer his question and said yes! Omg that was too fucking cute what he had did. After I said yes he kissed my hand and stood up and kiss me. That’s the day we went out on June 1st, 2010❤, our memories are too exclusive. He’s such a big part of my life. I never knew a girl like me would end up with an amazing guy. I know til that day until now he takes good care of me like I am his wifey. I’m glad from the very start we have talked and gotten to know eachother more. Look at us now, we been together for 2 years without breaking up. Even though we argue sometimes, I can never be mad forever. And I know he can’t either. A strong couple like us can make it no matter how life gets rough, we will always deal with shit together. He’s forever mine, I love you Bobby K. Sam. Your my Hunny bear, babe, Korean sexy guy lol. I love you! I love you! I love you! Muahs! Muahs! Muahs!
